My blog only has like 8 followers and I know most all of you very closely.
I'm not funny or interesting enough to get a large following and that's ok with me. Average has it's virtues. Besides I'm afraid that if I was I'd have to wade through comments and delete a lot of stupid people notes.
But! I'm all for improving myself and one thing I have a problem with is being in the spotlight. I don't know what happened. I went from a 3 year old who could tell anyone anything, do a little dance, and love pictures, to a 13 year old who was so terrified of other people that she couldn't even ask a question of the sweet looking teenage girl cashier at Taco Bell (I wasn't familiar with what a Quesadilla was), to a moderately confident young woman who is great with groups of 10 or less and of those 10 she has to know at least 3 otherwise she'll try and plaster her self to the wall. So when I heard about the Spring Fashion show at the BX I thought: Hey, that's one step I can take to overcoming my weird hang ups.
So today at 5:30 I get to do a rehearsal run (in heels!) and then on Saturday it's the show. I don't expect more than about 15 or 20 people to be in the audience, but who knows. And since my beautiful friend has demanded photos I'll go ahead and link my possibly horrifying experience forever captured here for all to gawk and giggle over.